It’s time for me to make the Big change. In myself, in my life, in my drumming.
This year, I just turned 40. The Big 4-0. To celebrate, and to help invite that change into my life, I’m going to undergo 40 Days of Drumming. I will eat, sleep, and drum. That’s it. I will not be logging on to Facebook, I won’t be texting anyone, I won’t utter a word to another human being. I will be in isolation from the rest of the world, alone with me and my drums. My mom and dad have graciously offered up their home, and to help out with my food during this time. We still have to work out the details, but in a sense, they will be providing room and board. So I can simply go to the fridge and grab something to eat, then get back to drumming.
I want to re-invent myself as a drummer, re-invent HOW I approach the drums. I want to learn to play the drums in such a way that I can still play when I’m 80.
It’s been a little over one month since I’ve been on tour with Blue Man, and so far, I’m seeing how I go through waves of gaining focus on my goals, then straying away.
I’ve broken my goals down into 5 basic things, so it’s easier for me to keep track of. Then, recently, I decided to make this image with one symbol representing each of the 5 goals:
Clockwise from top the symbols represent:
Yesterday, while “facetime-ing” with my son, Taiyo, he asks me, “Do you miss me Papa?”
“I miss you a lot Taiyo.”
“But it’s good that we get to facetime.”
He’s so right, and what an amazing difference it makes. Just to see him, and make funny faces at each other, and say “lululululululu,” is such a wonderful treat when we’re apart. I can’t believe how much he’s growing and changing already. When I get to see him again around Christmas, he’s going to be a whole new kid. (more…)